realizes that not all third times are charming;
notes that she hates her body because it has failed her yet again;
desires to feel desire for anything else, other than what it seems she can't have anytime soon;
is so very, very weary;
just wants the process to stop and the answers to come.
Another dark day in an awful year.
I'm sending you the biggest cyber hug one can.
ReplyDeleteEffing sucks. The whole thing. Sorry P.
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thx. I may write a book about this one day, I think, or at the very least, an article.
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